The Story of the BB
Taylor owned an airsoft BB gun when I was younger, and I can remember hearing him shoot it when I was playing outside with my friends, or walking home from the bus stop across the field from my house. He loved that thing…. You know, it’s funny how after someone you love passes away, even the littlest things, can mean so much…
It’s been almost 12 years since my family changed, in a way that I never dreamed it would…. Ever since then, Taylor has been showing up for us in even the smallest of ways. Through the littlest things… Like the BB. We have found more BB’s in the last 12 years, than we ever had when Taylor was alive. You’re probably thinking, “okay? Why not just go buy a carton of them and keep that?” That’s a great idea, but that’s not why this story is significant to my family… The significance behind the BB’s, is where they have been found throughout the years. You see, every BB we have found, has been in an odd location.Somewhere they wouldn’t normally be, or at places that Taylor would have been with my family during special occasions, etc. My dad has a small chest that he keeps the ones that he has found in…
On the day that my sister got married to her husband Ben, the ceremony was on a beach in California…. My dad was walking her down the aisle, and happened to glance down at the sand as they were walking. There, right on the top layer of sand, was a small yellow BB. You’d think that since it was a beach, people walking on the sand would have pushed the BB down into sand, right? That’s what I thought too… But honestly, I think that was Taylor’s way of letting us know that he wouldn’t miss his big sisters’ wedding…
A couple years later, after my niece was finished opening her Christmas gifts, she was busting out her brand new, never opened friendship bracelet kit… Inside, was little yellow BB. Another gift from Taylor. See, the reason why this is such a special BB, was because the present was addressed to Faith from her Uncle Taylor, because Jess knew that Taylor would have gone all over town to find her just the right gift, because that’s just who Taylor was. He loved seeing people happy, and did so much for other people before doing anything for himself..
Tyler, (my nephew named after Uncle Taylor with slight variation), found 2 BB’s last year on his birthday. One at school on the playground, and one during our family party at an indoor skatepark where he learned some cool new tricks from the older boys skating around.
Something so small and seemingly meaningless, can mean so much to someone… and I’m so glad Taylor is still around to watch our lives change, even though he isn’t physically here. ❤
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